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Penname: kibou_sueshijuu [Contact]
Real name: Ayla-Monic Member Since: 18 Nov 2006
Membership status: Member
At the time of writing this, I'm new to Stargate, but thoroughly obsessed. I've barely seen most of seasons 1 and 2, but season 3 got me hooked.

I'm a McShepper. I'll read a few other pairings, if I like the author, or if the premise intrigues me, but as of yet, I've only written McShep.

I put 'ou's in funny places, and sometimes I spell 'center' as 'centre'. I even pronounce "ZPM" as "ZedPM" - perhaps this is why I love Rodney so much; us Canadians gotta stick together. Even the fictional ones... :P

You can find me on my livejournal [see website link] or at my blogger: http://invading-ladybugs.blogspot.com , drop by and say 'Hi' sometime, I'm pretty friendly, and don't bite too often. ;P

I'm also fairly active on the forums over at http://www.adogsbreakfastmovie.com

GateWorld intimidates me, and I kind of avoid it except for interviews, lol.

Hm. I'm 19 at the time of writing, and pursuing a combined honours degree in Microbiology and Biochemistry, hoping to get my PhD in the long run. Not too sure what I'll do with it. Right now, I'm teetering between wanting to do HIV/AIDS research and wanting to be an intelligence officer for CSIS [though maybe only because I want Top Secret Clearance, so that I could maybe find out if the Stargate is real... c.c I'm not delusional, I swear!]
Reviews by kibou_sueshijuu

Summary: John is trying to figure out how things should fit together. A 'sort of sequel' to Crime Pays. Inspired by a MCSHEPSLASH 'Friday Challenge' from 10/22/04.

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Challenge, Established Relationship
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 3261; Completed: Yes
Updated: 19 Nov 2004; Published: 19 Nov 2004
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
26 Dec 2006
I would like to express my awe at this piece of artwork, because that is really what it is. the juxtaposition of john and his creation to john and his relationship/nonrelationship/almostrelationship with Rodney is exquisite... brava, I say! Brava.
Chapter 1: none
Almost Lazy by chelle [NC-17]
[Reviews - 2]

Summary: A bit of Teyla/Kate sex written for a friend.

Categories: Slash Pairings > Teyla Emmagan/Other
Characters: Other, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Established Relationship
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1405; Completed: Yes
Updated: 27 Oct 2005; Published: 27 Oct 2005
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
01 Feb 2007
[content hum] yes, rainy naked days are indeed the best kind. this was lovely :)
Chapter 1: Almost Lazy
Eh Tu by Dianann [G]
[Reviews - 12]

Summary: It's the Canada coming out in him.

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Established Relationship, Humour
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 590; Completed: Yes
Updated: 14 Jun 2007; Published: 09 Dec 2005
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
28 Nov 2006
ahahha, i loved this, loveloveloved this, lol. does rodney actually say "shedule"? I never noticed. I hate it when people pronounce it liket hat, and I *AM* Canadian, lol. it's funny, because all the american fans can apparently hear his accent, but I can never pick up an American accent unless it's something seriously obvious, like a deep southern drawl or brooklyn type thing. i wonder if he does say "hoose" and "aboot"... anyways, back to my igloo to feed the pet polar bear, :P [i kid]
Chapter 1: 1/1
Babble by Dianann [NC-17]
[Reviews - 16]

Summary: A first time fic.

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: First Time, Humour, PWP - Plot, What Plot?
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1993; Completed: Yes
Updated: 14 Jun 2007; Published: 17 Dec 2005
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
28 Nov 2006
oh, my, God, this was awesome. :D very humourous, and my God, it's about time someone stopped glamourizing something that's really not that glamourous, lol. not to give TMI, but it's really a quite accurate description. :P
Chapter 1: 1/1
A Frolic by thegrrrl [NC-17]
[Reviews - 8]

Summary: No real point to this, other than three pretty men, naked together in bed, doing things to each other.

Categories: Threesomes and Moresomes > Strictly slash
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex
Genres: PWP - Plot, What Plot?, Vignette
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1283; Completed: Yes
Updated: 30 Jan 2006; Published: 30 Jan 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
19 Nov 2007
dead.
this is me dead.
because this was hot beyond belief.
remind me to not read AMAZING smut in the school library anymore...
Chapter 1: A Frolic

Summary: "Well. That makes me the boss now." Rodney beamed.

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: First Time, Humour
Warnings: Character death
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 645; Completed: Yes
Updated: 22 Mar 2006; Published: 22 Mar 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
26 Nov 2006
ahaha, nice. Maari Soo, eh?

Author's Response: Yup. *g*
Chapter 1: Shed a Tear
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
26 Nov 2006
ahaha, nice. Maari Soo, eh?

Author's Response: Yup. *g*
Chapter 1: Shed a Tear
Pillow Talk by Toft [NC-17]
[Reviews - 7]

Summary: So, McKay was a talker. Like that was a surprise.

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: PWP - Plot, What Plot?, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1862; Completed: Yes
Updated: 17 Apr 2006; Published: 16 Apr 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
08 Apr 2007
aw man, this was really perfect. the rate of preogression was very real and human, it didn't seem rushed or drawn out... just natural. and you have their characters down, for sure. great fic. AND HOTTT
Chapter 1: Pillow Talk
Trust in Me by vanwaelda [NC-17]
[Reviews - 10]

Summary: Written for the "Cuff 'em, Kink 'em, or just make 'em Come already, Kink and Cliche Multi-fandom challenge!". My challenges were 'Trust' and 'First time sex'.

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, PWP - Plot, What Plot?
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 5696; Completed: Yes
Updated: 20 May 2006; Published: 20 May 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
02 Dec 2006
oh wow. for once, a believable premise to them getting married... and i just love it. especially the end, with john's "hmphs" and rodney knowing exactly what he meant. awesome fic. perfect. going in my favourites. i love it.

Author's Response: Thank you! :D I love it when people enjoy my fic! :D xx
Chapter 1: 1
Not Almost by chelle [NC-17]
[Reviews - 1]

Summary: Teyla and Kate Heightmeyer become friends. Set after "Siege III."

Categories: Slash Pairings > Teyla Emmagan/Other
Characters: Other, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: First Time
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 3110; Completed: Yes
Updated: 20 May 2006; Published: 20 May 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
01 Feb 2007
this was beautiful and sexy and everything those two could be. just... just lovely. thank you for sharing it. :)
Chapter 1: Not Almost
Meltdown by thegrrrl [NC-17]
[Reviews - 4]

Summary: "Do you mind?" Rodney glared at John, then blinked as sweat dripped into his eyes. "Like it's not hot enough already?"

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: PWP - Plot, What Plot?
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 3309; Completed: Yes
Updated: 20 May 2006; Published: 20 May 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
02 Dec 2006
ahhh, i loved this. ^.^ exquisite. i could almost feel the heat. very hot, in all sneses of the word!
Chapter 1: Meltdown

Summary: Rodney tries to help John relax.

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Established Relationship, Humour
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 1255; Completed: Yes
Updated: 19 Jun 2006; Published: 19 Jun 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
26 Nov 2006
alright, this is *definately* going in my favourites. what a perfect interlude in my homework all-nighter. "Rodney-cocoon" made me smile ear to ear. I could totally picture that last scene in my head, with them all cuddled together. Ahh, this was great. you're amazing. :)

Author's Response: Thank you very much! But flattery won't get you- no, actually, it will get you almost everywhere. *grins*
Chapter 1: 1/1
The Greenhouse by lavvyan [NC-17]
[Reviews - 32]

Summary: Well. It's about flowers. And pollination. And, um. There's a bumblebee? *coughs*

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: Carson Beckett, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, First Time, Humour, PWP - Plot, What Plot?
Warnings: None
Chapters: 4 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 3538; Completed: Yes
Updated: 07 Aug 2007; Published: 06 Oct 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
25 Nov 2006
Ohhhh! i really really liked this! It was so adorable! And I'm guessing the bumblebee was carson? Ahh, that was great. :)

Author's Response: Yup, he was. *g*
Chapter 3: The Flight of the Bumblebee
Starting Over by lavvyan [NC-17]
[Reviews - 6]

Summary: Merry Months of AU #3 - Amnesiac!Rodney & Psychiatrist!John

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, First Time
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 5145; Completed: Yes
Updated: 02 Nov 2006; Published: 02 Nov 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
25 Nov 2006
poor John. And he thought he was above falling in love with a patient. I love how he has his own issues, too. psychologist!john is awesome. And I love how Rodney is still so very Rodney. :)

Author's Response: Don't all psychologists have issues? ;)
Chapter 1: 1/1

Summary: Sheppard, who's wearing tight black jeans, whose dogtags glitter exotically against an even tighter black t-shirt and who, quite possibly, has a smudge of kohl around each glowing green eye. He looks stunning. More than stunning. He looks like sex

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay
Genres: First Time, PWP - Plot, What Plot?
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 3618; Completed: Yes
Updated: 16 Nov 2006; Published: 16 Nov 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
03 Dec 2006
oh, god, wow. this was pure sex for my brain. i loved it. just. i think you did really well showing that John is layered. It's easy to see him as one-dimensional, but I don't think he is. You really showed it with this, loved it.
Chapter 1: -
Notion by Dianann [NC-17]
[Reviews - 6]

Summary: Sometimes you just have to drive out to nowhere.

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 3668; Completed: Yes
Updated: 14 Jun 2007; Published: 19 Nov 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
28 Nov 2006
this is a great story. you don't overdo the angst, but all the tension is there, right under the surface, and you can tell how tired they are - you can feel it, and how they're getting old. you didn't over-romantisize, which is so common among slashfic, and it's incredibly real. yeah, i think I love this story - it's definately going in my favourite. Bittersweet 'til the end. the perfect mix of sadness and making-the-best-of-what-we've-been-dealt. is this post-The Return?
Chapter 1: 1/1
Station by Dianann [NC-17]
[Reviews - 10]

Summary: John has to get what he needs any way he can. warning: noncon BDSM overtones, asphyxiation. AU

Updated: 14 Jun 2007; Published: 19 Nov 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
28 Nov 2006
Oh. Hm. I don't usually read noncon or BDSM, and I'm really not sure why I read this one. It was good, in the sense that it was well-written. I didn't like it, but mostly because it gave me an uneasy feeling, for which I applaud you as a writer - that's something I strive for in my own writing... it's easy enough to make people laugh or smile at an aw, fluffy, moment, but it's very difficult to write hard, dirty, unhappy, all-too-human scenes that are realistic and emotion-provoking without resorting to less-than-great writing. good work.
Chapter 1: 1/1

Summary: "I'm damned tired of aliens taking over my body," Sheppard told Sam. "How the hell has nobody noticed that you're not me?" Crossover of SGA/Quantum Leap, originally written for the Stargate Leap 2006 Ficathon. The prompt was from Miriel, who wanted "Location - Pegasus Galaxy, not Atlantis. Sam Leaps into Sheppard, pairing McKay/Sheppard. Special Request: Sam recognizes McKay from meeting him in person."

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Other, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Drama, Episode Related, Established Relationship
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 18016; Completed: Yes
Updated: 29 Dec 2006; Published: 29 Dec 2006
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
29 Dec 2006
[flails] i LOVED this! oh wow, i haven't thought of quantum leap for a long time, and Im suddenly craving to watch it! lol. fantastic job, great story!

Author's Response: very cool! so glad you enjoyed the story...
Chapter 1: Flash of blue light...
Two Guys by alyse [R]
[Reviews - 8]

Summary: So, two guys walk into a bar...

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Episode Related, First Time, Friendship
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 8750; Completed: Yes
Updated: 11 Jan 2007; Published: 11 Jan 2007
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
08 Apr 2007
well then. i think you just broke my heart and then put it back together again. this was sooo perfect. sigh.

Author's Response: Thank you :)
Chapter 1: Part 1 of 1

Summary: It's always dark when John comes into Rodney's room.

Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Established Relationship
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None

Word count: 530; Completed: Yes
Updated: 13 Jan 2007; Published: 13 Jan 2007
Reviewer: kibou_sueshijuu (Signed)
08 Apr 2007
this is my heart. [shows you my heart] this is my heart *broken*. oh god, this was devastating. i loved it.
Chapter 1: 1/1