Summary: Evil!Sheppard in a parallel universe. Poor Dr. McKay with a family to feed.
Dr. Rodney McKay must balance his family life with his passionate and yet cold commander at Stargate Command, Colonel John Sheppard.
Het McKay/Brown and McKay/Carter. Non-consensual Sheppard/McKay, Lorne/Chuck, and mention of non-consensual Kowalski/Other male, Jackson/Other female, and O'Neill/Carter.
Oh, EW!! Why, oh, WHY did you have to put this: "The day that John Sheppard had more sexual experience than him would be the day that Rodney kissed Kavanagh senseless." in there?! Oh, ew.
I do not even want to THINK about that. *ick* I'd rather think of John and Rodney, thank you. :3 Great story.
Summary: John takes Ronon on a survival training mission and nothing goes according to plan. Written for Evelyn/Attila for the Sylum Clan Secret Santa challenge.
Summary:She had found the true and final answer to the many debates she had had with Teyla sitting in Carson's office, with a glass of neat whisky in her hand and a trembling Rodney at her side. Companion fic for Common Ground.
I could've sworn I left a review for this ages ago, but I guess that I didn't.
This is perfect. Simply perfect. (I am a cutter myself) and this is just... exactly it. Beautiful.
Author's Response: To be honest I suffer from endogenous depression and sometimes it comes out in little things I write. Mostly poetry which I wouldn\'t inflict on anyone else :) When I wrote I Cut Myself it was one of those times I was feeling very down and its not hard when your in a dark place to make a leap into what might be someone elses emotions. Even those of a fictional character. Thank you so much for reading. Be well and take care. ~H~
Summary: Aliens made them all do it. OT4 fic. "Hours?" Oh, God, John couldn't do this, even if Rodney was making noises no man should make, and Ronon's hands were under the table, and John was not seeing this, he was not--
Summary: The first clue they had that something was amiss was when they walked through the gate into the Atlantis control room and Ronon ran up the short ramp and stabbed John in the leg.
Oh, seriously. This has got to be the BEST story that I have ever read. Really. I love Penguin Carson and the whole threeway sex with two Carsons and I soooo envy Rodney right now.