Angst junky. I like new and fresh ideas. As the name suggests, I would also like to beta these fresh, original tales of terror and destruction. If your interests are anything like mine, you will enjoy reading Xanthe, Haggy, and especially Darkestangel.
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Summary:
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 0 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 0; Completed: No
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 0 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 0; Completed: No
Updated: 31 Dec 1969; Published: 31 Dec 1969
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
20 Apr 2006
hehe, pee break. Now you have to put in a full commercial ad. Okay, I had to tell someone about this: I am going to get my picture taken with Joe Flanigan on Sunday! I am also going to see the original (HOTT) Starbuck. So exciting.
Author's Response: You are? COOL. And, uh...who's Starbuck? I know who Joe Flanigan is, obviously (and I'm jealous) but who's Starbuck?
Author's Response: You are? COOL. And, uh...who's Starbuck? I know who Joe Flanigan is, obviously (and I'm jealous) but who's Starbuck?
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Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
20 Apr 2006
Credits!?! Aww, one of those tobecontinued things? I loved the Mary Sue repellant. Thank god my name is Susan. I am totally intregued, but I think I am ready for some answers now. Please. :)
Author's Response: I'd hate my name to be Mary Sue or Henry Stu. To think they would of gave them names that real people would not have, eh? As for the answers, they're coming!
Author's Response: I'd hate my name to be Mary Sue or Henry Stu. To think they would of gave them names that real people would not have, eh? As for the answers, they're coming!
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Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
21 Apr 2006
Starbuck was a character on Battlestar Galactica. The original Starbuck was played by one helluva hunk. His name illudes me at the moment. There has got be be some excellent Apollo/Starbuck slash out there. Needless to say, they made the new Starbuck a woman to make their close friendship a little less gay.
Author's Response: Ohhh. Thank you.
Author's Response: Ohhh. Thank you.
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Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
21 Apr 2006
\/ Oh, now I am definately intreged. . . . . . Go Broncos!
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No Longer Human and Yet Never a God by Puddle_Jumper [NC-17]
Summary: There was something about mixing the DNA of a wraith with the DNA of a human...
Categories: Crossovers > Threesomes, Moresomes or Bitextual
Characters: John Sheppard, Original Character, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Angst, Established Relationship, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 6 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 16659; Completed: No
Characters: John Sheppard, Original Character, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Angst, Established Relationship, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 6 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 16659; Completed: No
Updated: 12 Jul 2012; Published: 12 Apr 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
13 Apr 2006
OMG!!! You have to keep going. I am so hooked! This is better than a soap opera. I have no idea what is going on! Oh the angst, the drama. Great job.
Chapter 1: How it Begins
Summary: Carson knew that he'd break Rodney from the moment he'd seen the fading cross-hatch of scars high up on Rodney's left thigh. (Dark-fic - please read the Author's Notes before reading the fic)
Categories: Slash Pairings > Beckett/McKay
Characters: Carson Beckett, Rodney McKay
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Angst
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 4747; Completed: No
Characters: Carson Beckett, Rodney McKay
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Angst
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 4747; Completed: No
Updated: 15 May 2006; Published: 04 May 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
21 Sep 2007
Oooo! I always loved the Lost Boys angle of Rodney being tortured, but the Carson angle is far more dark. I am actually scared of the teddy-bear like doctor. You must write more. I am impressed you even were able to submit this fic on wraithbait because when I write a dark character like your Beckett, they always make me rewrite it until the dark main character is good or had their body taken over by an alien. Hats off to you.
Chapter 2: Damage
The Botanist's Gift by Pushkin666 [NC-17]
Summary: Rodney is trapped in an abusive relationship. He receives punishment from his 'lover'. There be domestic abuse herein. This is not a consensual relationship.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Other
Characters: Other, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Established Relationship
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 6951; Completed: No
Characters: Other, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Established Relationship
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 3 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 6951; Completed: No
Updated: 07 Sep 2006; Published: 02 Jun 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
30 Aug 2006
Holy hell! What kind of ending was that!?!?!?! I am truely terrified. *Lights own hair on fire and mutters 'Rodney's not dead, Rodney's not dead'* I'm freaking out here. If that was your goal, then good job!!!
Author's Response: Cheers *grins* Not quite sure what else I can say. I had hoped to get chapter 3 up this week but I don't think it's gonna happen as one of my beta's has been busy and I'm running off to my book launch tomorrow. So next week. I promise. You're gonna really have Kavanagh after the next chapter...
Author's Response: Cheers *grins* Not quite sure what else I can say. I had hoped to get chapter 3 up this week but I don't think it's gonna happen as one of my beta's has been busy and I'm running off to my book launch tomorrow. So next week. I promise. You're gonna really have Kavanagh after the next chapter...
Chapter 2: Chapter 2 - Falling
In the Service of the Queen by lillyjk [NC-17]
Summary: McKay/Sheppard, McKay/Dex - set after Allies --- He can survive. He just has to hold on - has to stay alive and keep Ronon alive - help will come. Sheppard will come.
Categories: Slash Pairings > Multiple relationships
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex
Genres: Angst, Hurt Comfort, Series
Warnings: Non-consensual, May squick
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1586; Completed: No
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex
Genres: Angst, Hurt Comfort, Series
Warnings: Non-consensual, May squick
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1586; Completed: No
Updated: 15 Jun 2006; Published: 15 Jun 2006
An Acceptable Sacrifice by Haggy [NC-17]
Summary: Sheppard and McKay are condemned to a brutal prison as murderers. As things go from bad to worse, McKay realizes how far he'll go to keep Sheppard alive.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Original Character, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 7 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 25987; Completed: Yes
Characters: John Sheppard, Original Character, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual
Chapters: 7 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 25987; Completed: Yes
Updated: 29 Jun 2007; Published: 26 Jun 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
03 Apr 2007
More, more, more! Soon! I have been waiting for a fic like this. Thank you so much for posting. More soon!
Author's Response: Thank you ♥
Author's Response: Thank you ♥
Chapter 3: Chapter 3
Skew Lines by Quasar [NC-17]
Summary: Missing scene for "Progeny," many spoilers. Dark, hurt-without-comfort, heed warnings. May become a series.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Episode Related, First Time
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual, May squick
Chapters: 7 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 35859; Completed: Yes
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: Angst, Episode Related, First Time
Warnings: Adult themes, Non-consensual, May squick
Chapters: 7 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 35859; Completed: Yes
Updated: 15 Feb 2007; Published: 21 Aug 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
26 Aug 2006
Add to favorites? Yes, please. Edge of my seat the whole time. I love this genre!!!
Author's Response: Thanks, I'm glad you liked it. Just posted the sequel at my LJ, will get it up here soon also.
Author's Response: Thanks, I'm glad you liked it. Just posted the sequel at my LJ, will get it up here soon also.
Chapter 1: Hideous and Intimate
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
15 Nov 2006
I'm gonna go cry now. That episode was terrifying, and you just made it worse. * LOVE your stories. Always look forward to more.
Author's Response: Um, I'm glad it, uh, moved you. Sorry about the crying, though!
Author's Response: Um, I'm glad it, uh, moved you. Sorry about the crying, though!
Chapter 6: Cavitation
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
22 Jan 2007
I think I've read this chapter before? What is the update?
Author's Response: The update was actually the second-to-last chapter. I wrote them out of order, but this time I wanted them to be READ out of order, so I put the new chapter in before the last one.
Author's Response: The update was actually the second-to-last chapter. I wrote them out of order, but this time I wanted them to be READ out of order, so I put the new chapter in before the last one.
Chapter 6: Cavitation
Pollicitation and Acceptance by luvsciencegeeks [NC-17]
Summary: An original character makes Rodney an offer he can't refuse.
Categories: Ship Pairings > McKay/Other
Characters: Original Character, Rodney McKay
Genres: First Time, Romance, Vignette
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1310; Completed: Yes
Characters: Original Character, Rodney McKay
Genres: First Time, Romance, Vignette
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1310; Completed: Yes
Updated: 23 Aug 2006; Published: 22 Aug 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
23 Aug 2006
I am nominating you for best McKay/OFC story EVER!!!
Author's Response: Thank you!
Author's Response: Thank you!
Chapter 1: Pollicitation and Acceptance
Not A Pretty Sight by Icarus [NC-17]
Summary: Sex never looked good in real life, but you couldn't help but watch.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay
Genres: Established Relationship, Humour, Vignette
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 814; Completed: Yes
Characters: John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay
Genres: Established Relationship, Humour, Vignette
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 814; Completed: Yes
Updated: 02 Sep 2006; Published: 02 Sep 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
04 Sep 2006
There should be a whole genre devoted only to spoof stories that mock all of the usual M/S stories. You're will be the shining example. I LOVE!!! Go Radek
Author's Response: Ha. We'll have to start one. That would be quite a list. What else would you put on it?
Author's Response: Ha. We'll have to start one. That would be quite a list. What else would you put on it?
Chapter 1: Not A Pretty Sight
Side Effects by Jane Elliot [NC-17]
Summary: It all started with a very bad joke. That, unfortunately, turned out not to be a joke at all.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Angst, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 19247; Completed: Yes
Characters: Carson Beckett, Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Ronon Dex, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Angst, First Time, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 1 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 19247; Completed: Yes
Updated: 10 Sep 2006; Published: 09 Sep 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
12 Sep 2006
Every once in a blue moon, an increadible, epic S/M fanfiction is written. Yours was one them. 20 out of 5 stars. You deserve a standing ovation. I hope you write a nook of your own one day, so that you can make the money yhat you truely deserve. Great job!
Author's Response: Thank you! (Honesty compells me to admit that I have written a novel. Getting it published seems to be the difficulty:)
Author's Response: Thank you! (Honesty compells me to admit that I have written a novel. Getting it published seems to be the difficulty:)
Chapter 1: 1/1
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
12 Sep 2006
*book, not nook, sorry. The cat was sitting on my right hand. :) I hope to see more from you in the future.
Author's Response: :)
Author's Response: :)
Chapter 1: 1/1
the silent truth by Keladry [NC-17]
Summary: This wasn't a relationship. She wasn't sure what it was. He just showed up sometimes, on nights like this.
Categories: Ship Pairings > Sheppard/Weir
Characters: Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard
Genres: Angst, Hurt Comfort, Romance
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 5983; Completed: Yes
Characters: Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard
Genres: Angst, Hurt Comfort, Romance
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 5983; Completed: Yes
Updated: 15 Nov 2006; Published: 19 Sep 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
15 Nov 2006
Four and a half stars. I felt the love.
Chapter 2: One-Way Street
Goodbye, McKay by the_dark_light [PG-13]
Summary: Kolya escapes from the Atlantis Brig, with tragic consequences. This is a re-imagining (or rather reworking) of the story. I was never completely happy with the flow and a few other things, so here is my, prefered, story. (I like to think of it as the way it should have been) Thanks to zzkat_ellis@yahoo.co.uk for beta-ing the updated story, and providing much needed help with the grammer/flow/everything in the story. Authors note: The idea for the Gate scene and subsequent Genii sequence came from Being There by HollyShannensAngel (http://www.area52hkh.net/author.php?name=HollyShannensAngel). Thanks to Rodlox, my beta reader. And Of course, thanks to Rodlox and victoriaely for their help beta-ing version 1
Categories: Ship Pairings > McKay/Weir
Characters: Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Angst, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 7 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 8003; Completed: No
Characters: Elizabeth Weir, John Sheppard, Rodney McKay, Teyla Emmagan
Genres: Angst, Hurt Comfort
Warnings: Adult themes
Chapters: 7 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 8003; Completed: No
Updated: 09 Feb 2007; Published: 23 Sep 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
16 Nov 2006
Awww. I want to read more!
Chapter 4: First Day at Work - A-Bombs and Other Science Fair Projects
Rising Above by Susan [NC-17]
Summary: Evil!Sheppard in a parallel universe. Poor Dr. McKay with a family to feed.
Dr. Rodney McKay must balance his family life with his passionate and yet cold commander at Stargate Command, Colonel John Sheppard.
Het McKay/Brown and McKay/Carter. Non-consensual Sheppard/McKay, Lorne/Chuck, and mention of non-consensual Kowalski/Other male, Jackson/Other female, and O'Neill/Carter.
Categories: Crossovers > Ship Pairings, Crossovers > Slash Pairings, Ship Pairings > Carter/McKay, Ship Pairings > McKay/Other, Slash Pairings > Lorne/Other, Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard, Ship Pairings > Multiple relationships
Characters: Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Daniel Jackson, Jack O'Neill, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Original Character, Other, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Samantha Carter
Genres: Angst, AU - Alternate Universe, Character Study, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Friendship, Hurt Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes, Character death, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 31 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 84537; Completed: No
Characters: Aiden Ford, Carson Beckett, Daniel Jackson, Jack O'Neill, John Sheppard, Major Lorne, Original Character, Other, Radek Zelenka, Rodney McKay, Samantha Carter
Genres: Angst, AU - Alternate Universe, Character Study, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Friendship, Hurt Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult themes, Character death, May squick, Non-consensual
Chapters: 31 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 84537; Completed: No
Updated: 12 Jul 2012; Published: 14 Nov 2006
Reviewer: Susan (Signed)
13 Oct 2007
Numbers game.
Lost But Not Little Boys Reviews - 44, Readers 2776;
Loveless Relationships Reviews - 21, Readers 8763;
Marooned Reviews - 1, Readers 191;
McKay in Wonderhell Reviews - 16 Readers 1486
Rising Above Complete: Reviews - 7, Readers 2556
Author's Response: Update\r\nLost But Not Little Boys Reviews - 44, Readers 2911\r\nLoveless Relationships Reviews - 29, Readers 12332 \r\nMarooned Reviews - 12, Readers 3067 \r\nMcKay in Wonderhell Reviews - 17, Readers 1606 \r\nRising Above Complete Reviews - 23, Readers 12915 \r\n
Lost But Not Little Boys Reviews - 44, Readers 2776;
Loveless Relationships Reviews - 21, Readers 8763;
Marooned Reviews - 1, Readers 191;
McKay in Wonderhell Reviews - 16 Readers 1486
Rising Above Complete: Reviews - 7, Readers 2556
Author's Response: Update\r\nLost But Not Little Boys Reviews - 44, Readers 2911\r\nLoveless Relationships Reviews - 29, Readers 12332 \r\nMarooned Reviews - 12, Readers 3067 \r\nMcKay in Wonderhell Reviews - 17, Readers 1606 \r\nRising Above Complete Reviews - 23, Readers 12915 \r\n
Chapter 1: Prologue
Summary: Someone's trespassing on Shep's territory. Be warned, Shep's a little rough.
Categories: Slash Pairings > McKay/Sheppard
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Pre-relationship
Warnings: Non-consensual
Chapters: 5 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1037; Completed: Yes
Characters: John Sheppard, Rodney McKay
Genres: AU - Alternate Universe, Pre-relationship
Warnings: Non-consensual
Chapters: 5 [Table of Contents]
Series: None
Word count: 1037; Completed: Yes
Updated: 15 Nov 2006; Published: 14 Nov 2006
